Mooligan

09:15 pm: Done!
I finally finished and graduated!!!!!!

09:53 pm: sooo...
so i think its almost official, but I should be moving to Baltimore in a few months!!!

02:24 am: dead

So my computer is officially dead.  So luckily friday is pay day and all.  I am going to go to Microcenter with Roy and buy the pieces for a new one and he's going to build it for me.  Sucks alot cuz this is definitely going to cut into my budget for spring break...probably not going to make it to Austin or Baltimore.  I'm really sad.

02:09 pm: Sweet!
so things are going wonderfully in my life! I can fit back into a size 9 pants!  I've been at a 13 for a while now!  Also been really happy with friends and boys...I ended school with 2 B's and a C...not too bad...I also got a new digital camera, oh and I'm going to Portland, Or from July 24- 31 as long as it gets approved!  I've been accepted already! I can't wait! Also my mom and I are going up to my grandparents house in the beginning of June, so I have a fun packed summer! I'm really excited!  I'm so glad it's summer!

Tags: portland, summer

05:13 pm: Ambulance Fun
So here's what happened last night to me.  Thursday night, I got some severe back pain in my back and it was hurting like hell...I went to class friday morning, but still in horrific pain.  In my second class, I just couldn't stand it anymore so I left class early to go over to the doctor.  At the doctor they thought I had a kidney stone so they gave me a shot of demerol and some other stuff that is suppose to counteract the nausea, well it did the opposite.  I laid there for 2 hours and then I was trying to give a urine sample in the bathroom, and as soon as the nurses left I got really dizzy and passed out, hitting my head on the floor really badly.  I finally woke up and they got me back in the bed.  When I was lying down, I was fine, but whenever I would sit up, I would get dizzy and pass out again.  So since I couldn't sit up long enough to do anything, They took me to the hospital in an ambulance.  I got tied down to the stretcher and everything...They were afraid that I might have had some trauma to my head, so they took me to grady.  Grady is the WORST hospital ever!  I basically laid there for 6 hours and got nothing...The only reason I got an IV was because my mom was nagging the residents.  They said i kept passing out because I was so dehydrated.   but all in all i got nothing from the hospital and I am in more pain than I was before I went to the doctor....fun stuff really.  I didn't really find out what was wrong or anything, I heard at some point they think I have pinched my Cyatic nerve.  But I have the biggest bruise on my head now...oh how sexy it is...lol.

Tags: ambulance, hospital, pain

11:22 am: I totally would have never expected this one...  Harry Potter does Nude???

04:05 pm: SWEET
I am sooo excited! I'm going to be getting a new car! It will be between brand new and 2 years old, how cool is that?  I'll actually be able to drive distances without having to worry.  woohoo!  What do you guys think I should get?  I really want a 2007 Nissan Sentra right now, but I have to go test drive it and everything.

10:16 am: iPod

So I have officially joined the workd of iPods...not by choice though...my brother gave me an iPod shuffle for christmas...So it will be neat.  I don't really understand why anyone would want a shuffle cuz it doesn't make sense not to be able to see your list of music and not be able to really pick easily what you want to listen to, but it will be cool. 

I also got a DVD recorder, woohoo!

So Merry Christmas to All!!!

03:51 pm: I Passed everything!! I totally didn't really deserve to pass my 2 math classes, but I did...each with a D! I'm sooo happy!!! i was so afraid to look at my grades.

10:22 am: No More Car

So my good ol car is dead. It's $800 to fix it which would be a waste, so now it's time to look for a new car.  A car that actually only be a couple years old.  My dream car right now though is a 2007 Nissan Sentra...they are so pretty, especially in the red!  I'm gonna miss my old car though.  It was awesome even though it was old and stuff...it was my first car.

12:03 am: so i odn't know if anyone watches the news but a couple days ago a young 14 year old boy died at basketball practice. Well everytime I hear the story and they mention the boys name, Joshua Thomas, I can't help but think of my brother because his name is Joshua Thomas as well...just it's Joshua Thomas Fulton.

Anyways, its just weird and I thought I would share.

01:28 am: So it looks like one good thing came out of today's voting...Democrats regained control of the House...much needed!

I'm very disappointed that Sonny won...I don't understand how people didn't see that much didn't change while he was in office. Oh well...nothing we can really do now...

10:22 pm: So I can't wait until tomorrow after 4 PM. I will have completed my PDE test and then my fun 4 day weekend begins! I'm off Saturday so that Sean and I can go to the apple festival in Ellijay! I'm sooo excited! I LOVE their apples! They are the best!
After that, we might go to the corn maize and run through it. I think that would be fun too, but that might take a little bit more convincing.

Sunday I work, and then I think i'm gonna go home for a couple days and work on some homework and play some skip-bo with my mom. I'm so addicted to that game. I love games!

I definitely can't wait until school is out, but that's another 2 months.

02:05 pm: a Fucking 5! That's all I got on my analysis test that I spent FOREVER studying for. and yes, that is out of a 100. The teacher said the grades ranged from a 5 to 95, and the whole class laughed at the 5. I just broke out in tears basically. no partial credit, no nothing. I have to go talk to him at 2:30...I'm going to be so embarrassed. I was planning on dropping my other class, but i don't know anymore...I might have to drop this one instead.

I just want to quit school so badly. I need a break. I'm so burnt out. I just want to work or something.

07:40 pm: So i have 2 tests tomorrow, only time to study for 1 really...so i think i'm gonna have to drop the other class. I'd be happier i know, but still, it sucks. I can't seem to do anything this semester. I'm not motivated really. If i drop the class 1, it will put me at 9 hours, only part time, and i feel like i wasted my parents money when they really needed it more. I seem to just hate my life right now. I want to be happy but school just won't let me. Sean has been so helpful and supportive, but there is only so much he can do for me. I guess i just need to re-prioritize my life.

12:57 am: So I kinda had a breakdown today. I've realized that i can't seem to do my work because i'm not motivated and i give up too fast. I don't want to take the time it needs to figure out how to prove stuff. I have to talk to my advisor on friday and either get a tutor and see how that goes, or i'm gonna switch my major to economics. I think i'd rather just switch. I'm getting bored of math because it's not computational anymore really. It's all just stuff that is useless. I will never have to worry about some open ball around the real numbers in real life. I need to spend alot more time studying and not sleeping or being in the internet. I cant' help it though, i just can't concentrate. I can only last like 5 minutes at a time working on schoolwork before i get distracted and do something else. I really am ADD.

I need to also go to the doctor to see why I sleep too much for one, 2) because my knee is really messed up and not getting any better, and 3) because all my joints seem to be hurting alot lately. I feel like i'm falling apart.

So I feel like i've been really depressed lately because of school and friends (or lack there of). I wish i had friends at school to hang out with.
I REALLY miss my best friend Meredith. I need her to be up here again. Tally is just way too far.

I've gained alot of weight lately too...I need to excercise more. I was going to go this week but i couldn't do much because of my knee. I've been eating alot better, but it doesn't seem to help any.

I just seem to need a break from life. I think if i didn't have school things would be great.

02:26 pm: So What's new???
Alright, so lets see, where to begin...
School started 2 weeks ago...it's really hard...I hope I can make it through...
I hung out with Jaime last week...she applied to work at IKEA with me...that'd be cool...
I can't work as much though cuz school takes up alot of time.
I need to manage my time better.
I also need to manage my finances better...no more driving so much and no more spending money.
My BBQ was fun last night...woohoo!
Sean and I are Great! yay!
One of the Indians I live with is moving back to India...Kinda happy cuz he lies to cook some funky smelly stuff, but its sad too...but he'll be back in January.
I need to start working out...I've gained alot of weight lately... :(

09:42 pm: So how can you just decide that a planet isn't a planet anymore? That makes no sense to me...now it's called a "dwarf Planet" so we only have 8 now. Bye bye pluto...

09:31 pm: I'm so sick today...it sucks...I left work early because I ended up throwing up there...I had to practically beg for them to let me go home...but i haven't been able to keep anything down really...finally I got medicine to stay down after about 6 hours of trying to keep even just water down. I'm suppose to go to some strip club called The Masters tonight with Jan for her birthday cuz Ron Jeremy is suppose to be there, however I'm not sure if i'm gonna be able to go...I'm feeling a bit better but not really well enough to go out...which sucks cuz i feel so bad missing out. I keep going from hot to cold...right now I'm burning up though...

10:36 pm: Today was my lucky day...

I didn't really get up until like 5:30, i'm not sure why but i just kept faling asleep every hour starting at like 7:30 this morning. I fell asleep at 2 and then the dogs woke me up at 7:30. I'd stay awake for like 10 minutes and then just keep going back to sleep. It was strange.
I went shopping after that at Kohl's where i decided to finally take out a kohl's charge and stuff. The best part, was I got a regularly priced $109 vacuum for $12.50. It's so nice and awesome! I'm so excited about it...I know it's just a vacuum, but I needed one badly for Atlanta.